Day 6

Monday March 16, 2009

Morphine does a body well. Jake was not feeling well at all so they increased his morphine to 10mg/h. I had my first day of soccer practice today so I wasn't able to go up as early as I wished. Jake had been feeling very nauseous and in a lot of pain throughout the day. He was getting very lonely and that made me wish I was there all of the time. I just want Jacob to know that I try to be there as much as I can because I love him so very much. It breaks my heart when I am not able to be by his side. Jake is still on nutrition but, he can still eat if he'd like. When my brother and I got to the hospital his sister Alissa was there. She was going to be spending the night again tonight. When we saw Jake he ended up getting sick and it was not pleasant for his throat. He also had another unpleasant experience of getting another catheter. The one that was in was not working as well as it should have so they took it out and placed in another one. He was tough and soon then Jon and I had to head home. I lay at night and just wait for the day that my baby will be home, and miss him every minute. Keep in prayers for a fast and safe recovery.